Your M isn't a priority, so you didn't bother trying.
It hurts to read that. But yes. I just expected it to work, stupidly rested on my laurels. I was, am selfish. I am ashamed to admit it. I don't like it and don't want to be like that.
I found LuckyLuke. The king of inertia it seems. I could give him a run for his money.
I don't want to do that any more. I used to have more energy. We did a lot of fun things together. She chose me because I had something about me. I need to regain my spark.
I've had a bad day today, but this evening I've made an effort to get in touch with some friends I haven't seen for ages in a bid to GAL. It's a start and I mean to carry on.
M: 57 / EW: 52 T: 21, M: 8 S: 18, S: 15 Bomb: 1 Jun 14 EA Aug 2014 I think PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner