HI.... weekend was good. Hung out with friends all weekend & spent time on Sunday with DD. She's feeling sore around her neck, black & blue eye now.
I've been thinking that I need to create more space between Xbf & I. One thing that comes to mind is how he keeps our 4-6 work/coffee time. I have been thinking that I can switch it to 3-5 for me, and he can do 4-6. Or eventually try to state that I will work it and he can go do something else. We both don't NEED to be there... just "waiting" for a client. I have come to realize that I use it as an excuse to be with him. (just like he does)...its not good enough & it keeps me "there"... wanting/waiting. SO... NO MORE!
I have a concert again tonight... not sure how to approach it, again as I will need to leave at 5. GRR
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)