Mornings are hard . She is very distant in the morning and she seems to be doing alot of thinking . The end of the month is drawing near and Im praying that she doesnt leave . Im trying hard to make space but I didnt do so well this weekend . So she went to work all day Sunday . I think its to stay away from the family , mostly me . I know im still obsessing about her and whats shes doing . And I havent done much for me . Ive got it in my head that if we make it to the end of the month and she doesnt leave Im going to kick it into gear DB bigtime ,but right now i just need to make it to there . Also i need to come up with a plan on how to deal with it if she does leave at months end . Any sugestions on coping with that ?
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
