I will join a religious group to help open up my mind and pray to god for guidance and inner peace.
I will go gym and involve myself with sports, possibly football or tennis.
So yesterday I was out for a while and told her I had to see a friend to sort something out and it was important. She was furious she said you you didnt even help me after the dinner.. well I had to drop them home and all she had to do was the dishes... and by the time I would have been back she would have finished them regardless if I came straight home or not.. she then hanged up.
When I came home she didnt talk to me so I left her to it.. I then tried again to make convo which failed.. so I went to the bathroom getting ready to have a shower, she came in and took my fone and demanded to know what I had to do with my friend that was so important or she would break my fone. Wth!? So I had to tell her.. after she confiscated my fone and hid it. She was really nice surprisingly after.. held me and play fighted in bed again.. I dont get it.. she still expects me out.
Also is it a good idea to leave before the day she expects me to? She wants me to go saturday.. I am planning to go tuesday.. how would this work out?
