I still just wonder if no contact, for something that was doneby me is right? She is so upset for me hiding things, lying, and the verbal abuse. I know everything on here says that the opposite will work. Don't do the things that weren't working. But all during counseling, I never learned to look at me until the end, I never tried hard enough to fix us, I was scared to death of W, and what I would do or say to make her mad. And now just not talking and not contacting, seems that would be a 180 for me to be the one to initiate and try to be nice and supportive.
I love the fact that we have been nicer to each other, but I think it's more because we have opened up a bit more. I still have many doubts, and fears, but my fear of talking to her is going away. Just doing to much thinking right now. I'm wore out after a long weekend.
