25, your right it doesn't feel good. I feel horrible right now. Lonely, sad and just hurting. I do things because mentally I know it is the right thing to do but emotionally I hate it.

I want nothing more than to bury myself in his arms and make the pain go away (for the moment)

I will keep going because I know it's what I have to do.

Me: 35 husband:39
Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage
Twins 5 (boy/girl)
Daughter 3
Affair bomb 2/27/14
He moved in with ow 3/13/14
OW kicked him out 6/15/14
4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction