I am concerned with those thoughts. Her suicide talk has occurred throughout the stitch. And much earlier in our R, and she did significant CBT and work to try and minimize and control those thoughts. As she noted, it goes back to when she was held up by a shotgun as a teenager, and was abandoned by the system. Her father has tried to commit once. Mental health is very serious in her family.
I am concerned about her comments. They are sincere. I think she is trying to let me low how she feels. She has said I deserve better on several occasions, which I usually would try to argue. Haven't done for the last while, as I realize that I can't argue how she feels.
I'm going to talk to her and she if she is willing to talk to her Doctor . I need this to be in a safe, comfortable environment for her. The part of me that rescued her for years cringes to not immediately jump in, but I think she needs to figure this out on her own, with peripheral support.
So confusing for me. All those nice things, and then she still wants to leave because she feels she has no choice.
