I am hoping today goes better than yesterday. I am tired of living in the same house. H disgusts and repulsed me due to the ea and pa. I want to kick his butt everytime he touches the kids BC I see him as tainted now. I dislike having the same days off. At least I have other people around to keep monster away. I was looking at finances trying to see what my budget will be after divorce. It is hard BC I am going to have a job change. Also I need to also figure out community property, if it literally means fifty fifty. Or if I get h to agree to something we can have it that way.
