thx for the support from everyone . i feel so lost most of the time . the only relief i get is when someone posts some encouragment or when do does something or says something positive towards us . Shes working alot , i think that its to make money to pack up and leave but that could be me being paranoid . She says that work is the only thing keeping her sane . She admitted to having coffee yesterday when she went shopping but she didnt say with who . i didnt want to ask because if she said it was with the OM it would have ruined my day . I find detaching extremely difficult especially when your trying to put on a front for the kids . If she doesnt move out the end of the month I will breathe easier and really give her space and detachment , but right now I feel so vulnerable about her leaving Im walking on eggshells .I may have a copy or DR coming in this week . Fingers crossed
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
