I'm Just About Ready For The Fork

[tadpole1025]

Thanks Kimmerz.

So when the time comes that they're knocked to the ground by the reality of their own doing, will I be woman enough to extend a loving hand out to help him back up?

I've thought about this too. Not sure....

I don't want to hurt her, but the damage....Yes, I still love her and it is safe to say that I'm still a little crazy over her (always have been) and sometimes am angry at myself for feeling the way I do. I wonder if I even should still have feelings for her. Not sure if I'll be man enough to be there for her or even want to be there for her if/when she hits the bottom.

Sometimes I find it hard to believe that she doesn't possibly see what she has done. How could she not?

I've been reading a lot of Matt165's thread lately. His sitch is so similar to mine. The things they do and say are so universal. It's almost like they really were kidnapped and taken over by something else. The playbook is the same.

These people really are nuts.

I've tried for three and a half years to quit asking how, why....so hard sometimes.

I hope to hear news on the job next week.

Tad