I have had someone staying in house during days last few weeks. My church and family stepped up and planned this not me. I have had people at night for almost the last week too.

The cops said when I called them a month ago, that he is trying to get me to do something stupid. I don't understand how he has the brain compacity to do that, when other things don't seem to register one bit in his pea brain.

I am hoping that the divorce is quick and simple. It all depends on the mood that we get him in - so it is a crap shoot. I know that he has to be mad that I am not doing it his way. He wanted me to do a mediator with him. But in our dumb area I live in lawyers are not allowed in mediation. If we do end up in mediation there is going to be a lot of stipulations to protect me, as my lawyer says H has this weird poswer over me.

I have started the kids in IC. That was a feet to get scrappy to agree. The kids know more than H thought they did. Someone should not text OW while kids that read sit on their laps. Imagine having a conversation with your kid about that - it was awful. Dumb a$$. It was hard to control my anger - I just remained calm and truth darted away today.