Almost home..

[mdu]

Thx for all the input. I need help with reality checking. So here's precisely what has happened today.

*H txtd me first thing in the morning saying good morning and he hoped I had a good nights sleep. I never replied. In part bc I was pulling back a bit but I did also get really distracted with the kids.

*Went to D's t-ball game. I was not as warm as usual but certainly still pleasant. H seemed to mirror me, a little cool but polite.

*Bolted out of D's game to do some things at home before S's game. H came to the house at the same time to pick up a few things. H immediately came upstairs and asked me "what's the matter?" I said "nothing, I'm just in a rush to get some things done before S's game" He gave me a look that he clearly did not buy it.

*At S's game I continued to be pleasant but not terribly warm. H was similar. Left the game feeling a bit of a chill between us.

*H took S to cub scout event. I went to do something with D and a friend. H txtd me a pic of S, he lost a tooth. We txtd a bit about toothfairy and S getting a haircut but I would definitely say txts were cooler than recently. Usually there are lots of nice comments and smiley's. None today.

So...am I reading too much into this? I am feeling a bit troubled that he could so easily turn cool, seemingly in reaction to my coolish mood? As others have said is this a sign that he's really NOT up to reconciling as he claimed just the other day? Or is this just nothing more than an off day for us? Ugh...this sux!