Crappy crappy weekend organised to be in D..... for the last 4 weeks.. things to do zt my new place, catch up with friends. See my H for a meal.. maybe. asked if it was possible.. answer maybe, lets see, I have to work.. but not no.
drove the 500 ks texted about a meeting.. there were forms he needed to fix things with the telephone here..some mail he wanted
answer not sure yet.... then I have to work in the day..
long story short.. he did not answer texts about meeting. Unfortunately I needed money unexpectedly for a deposit for the kitchen.. I did not know that until I got there.. I deciced to drop the forms in his letter box and sort the kitchen myself.. as I was putting it in the box he came out with the OW?. She just said oh and scuttled off to the car.. he talked a bit..very tense accused me of not discussing issues when we have the chance.. we drove off. he later texted why was I there.. he could see that I gave him the papers, why did I not sort the kitchen before I left home.. I told him it was unexpected..
my reply was that his actions had been cruel.. he knew I was coming, he knew I was there and he could not even say he would not meet me..If he had said no then I could have gone home... it was not essential just an opportunity..to sort some of the moving problems he replied he did not mean to be cruel.. really what does he think that is to ignore someone who had to drive a 1000 k trip..
my councelor advised a letter about how he has hurt me.. but I know he does not care.. he manages to make me feel like I have done something wrong..
he has no guilt..or remorse or regret..letters won't reach him
then I sent a text.. arrived home and he replied saying thanks for letting him know.. what is with that.. I would have expected he would hope I would not make it and then he would not have to share the house!
