I can only imagine what it would be like to lost my mother and yet have her still on the planet. It would rock my world to the foundation at that age. I did lose my mom, but it was to cancer. A bit more final and not as bad (to me) as if she had lost her mind and rejected me and my family for her own gain.
Yep!
I have felt lots of times and even posted on this board that death would have been easier. Not easy, but easier and different. I don't even like feeling that way, but it is true.
You're right about the kids too. Even though mine are older, I'm sure it was still very hard on them as well. I sometimes forget about the garbage that they have had to put up with.
Tad
Currently: M 56 XW 57 Sons 38,33,31,29
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13
