I'm concerned about you. Are you getting any professional counseling for your anger and suicidal thoughts?
Starsky
Yes, I am seeing a counselor. Also see my pastor often. A continual problem is that I internalize issues; I blame myself. Add on a pile of untruths and additional blame on top of no sleep for weeks and you get some dark thoughts. Not there now. If I didn't have the boys, or had it been winter when I'm already depressed it may have been different. Would have loved to beat the snot out of her 60yo OM too but I didn't.
