Seems like from your post your GAL went well . Don't initiate anything though, and don't ask to go along with her like you did this morning. But good job for recognizing that was a mistake.
You need to give her space at this time. Also, much of your pain right now is caused by the unknown, and your mindreading. You don't know where she is, what she is doing, or what she is thinking. We all wonder and think we do know, and we may even be right, but it's unproductive and affects our DB ability
Keep focusing on yourself, and be mysteriously detached.
