Oh boy, definitely feels like I have somehow screwed up.

So I went pretty cool this am and H clearly did NOT like it. He's annoyed, asking me "whats the matter??". I'm like nothing, I'm just in a hurry (which is true, trying to get going so I can get organized for a hike with a friend this afternoon).

This feels very much like NOT the right move and I'm very confused now. I know my H, he does not like rejection at all and I'm sure feels I am giving him very mixed signals...which I am. It feels kind of mean.

M: 42
H: 43
M: 8 years
S7 and D4
H has D19 and S25 from previous M
Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA
1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail
2nd separation: 5/1/14