Possilble WAW

[dawgy]

Things are so weird here its hard to handle . I went out last night and didnt come home till about midnight . She was haome alone the whole time > the bouys were at a friends house for the night . Of course i know she is texting the whole time im gone but i try to put it out of my head > So i go to bed and climb in with her and the usual keep blankets between us wasnt happening . She kept rolling over and layin up against me leg laying over me , a fair bit of contact . I wanted to make the move but I was affraid of rejection . This morning things were pretty good but she was going shopping for a few hrs . I goofed up and asked if i could go and she said no . So i automatically assume shes going to meet with him . And now i m very uptight thinking shes with him now . Sandi s rules are the toughest thing ive ever done in my life . not sure why we re still sleeping together or why the body contact. I wonder if the A is easing up . I know , I shouldnt even be thinking about it > Still dont have a copy of DR