Yup. I'm done. I can't take it anymore. I just don't have the strength for this. All of her lies and exagerated blame brought be to the brink of suicide twice since Easter.
She claimed last week when I told her to procede that she wanted to give me time to heal before she files. My reply was that healing would have involded comtinuing with the MC and her having no contact with OM for some time but she backed out an hour after we agreed. Healing would have been to stop detaching our banks, insurances, legal addresses, etc. Healing would have benn her NOT continuing to have sex with OM.
The fact that she texted me something that she could parent herself too late at night just got to me. The fact that it wasn't late to her because she was in a text flury with OM at the same time made me angry.
