Old dog seeks new trick

[Old Dog]

Thanks Ben. You're doing a fantastic job for me as it is. I have read many posts by sandi2 & Mr Bond and others and they are awesome. Honestly, the people willing to help on here are on another level. Thank you so much for doing what you do.

And I did take a brief look at MLC yesterday. I found something on the NHS website about it. I, like most peole I should imagine, thought it mostly applied to men. Without thinking too deeply about it, I think there may be something in it. My counselor also asked me if she was going through the menopause but I don't know the answer to that.

So, yesterday after I made dinner - without being asked and with a PMA (I am so not a foodie. Not looking for stars, praise etc I just want to change) - she disappeared upstairs to lie on the bed and read, facebook, txt I don't know. So I'm left downstairs alone again - this has been happening a lot in the past few months. Now going dark, this may not be such a bad thing, but it's not GAL. I should have called a friend. Felt a bit teary about it, fought back, and made her a cup of tea. Act normal but try and be cheerful but not as forthcoming I'm thinking. She said she'd be down but never appeared (there's more to this).

Went to bed, not too bad sleep unti the cat threw up in the room first thing. Got up, cleared it up quietly, she knew, went back to bed (again, no stars required).

to be continued ...
(long posts can put you off reading onine - it's a UX thing)