My best advice...

Post here BEFORE you do anything. Let us talk you off the ledge so you don't backslide.

If you are unsure about something, DO NOTHING. Post your thoughts here, and we'll guide you. It's ok to not respond to WAH's texts for a few hours while you wait for someone here to respond.

You're running on pure emotion right now and that's why you keep backsliding. Be aware of your emotions, right now they are the enemy because they are deceiving you and making you do things you shouldn't do.