Not Giving Up

[Ben2010]

Thornton, I am gonna tell you what you like to tell me.

Dont give up! You havent done anything or seen anything to tell you that its over yet. In fact you are still on the upswing right now. The last contact you had was a positive TM. I know exactly what youre talking about with being lonely as soon as you get home. It happens to me every night. I have been getting a lot of sleep lately lol!

I will be that you will hear from her this weekend. Im sure we arent supposed to think about that though...She is having a hard time with this too. You know she is. She told you that.

I also experience the anger thing. I have it a lot at work where all I want to do is sit an sulk. People come up to ask me for help and I get very irritated. I am a manager...I shouldnt be doing that. Im doing some anger management work with the C right now too. Just ask yourself when you get angry "will being upset help anything right now?" or tell yourself "the only person that is affected by me being upset is me." Those help me when I start to lose it.

I have pity parties everyday. Too bad we dont live close, we could have sleepovers lol. Keep at it man, you are doing well.