I lost it last night. I went to see her in her room and ended up asking for trust between us. I told her she can trust me. Then i asked her if i can have het trust. She simply said it doesn't needed to be ask. I told her the pain I felt from everything that has happened is over powering at times. Simply I think I was pursuing and pushing again in an indirect way and it backed fired. She reiterated the ilybnilwy. I got so upset that I told her that if she wanted a divorce then Do it. I work hard everyday and i felt like i was just being used by her.
Then this morning I realized I was expecting more fr her because I choose to work hard and I regret what I said.
As for the friendship and th A. She says she's ready for me to expose it to everyone. But I know she doesn't mean it.
