Roller coaster and then some

[2BHappy]

I kinda understand how you feel, I guess we all do in a way

The in between is horrible and keeps us in what feels like a hold pattern.

When I mentioned something like this on a post before, I was advised to not look at it like "being on hold" If we just focus on GAL and some 180's and figuring out ourselves it is a lot easier...

I dont know how to put it in words..but I try to pretend like my H is really a room mate, not easy at all.

I also try to pretend that H is a guy I like, but not sure if this will turn into something long term.. Ex When I 1st starting dating H I was not hanging around waiting for him to call, I was strong and made decisions on my own...etc

I also try to stay in the mind set of if H does not realize the great woman that I am, then in the end it is his lost!!! Be that great woman.