What to do II

[Ben2010]

Having a bit of a hard time today. Have not heard anything from the W in about 3 days. Its very hard fighting the urge to call her or text her. Had another breakdown at the house today before work. In my mind I just dont see how we could be S right now. This is the step before D and I never saw this coming. Seems like we have way too much together to just let it go. And yes MrBond you are right, I am kind of second guessing this right now. I cant change it now and call her though. My brother suggested that I send her a simple text saying "do you want to go see a movie tonight?" I am very unsure about doing this as I dont know what my reaction will be if she says no. I know that she had said we were supposed to go last Sunday to the movies but I kind of put a stop to that myself with the NC until she is ready to work on it. I dunno maybe I will wait and see how this weekend goes, whether she calls or not.