Bright, Please travel safely to your vacation home. Try to enjoy your time there.
Hope and positive thinking are what will get you through the days and nights when you think the world is against you. Listen to your heart and you will know when you are done...you aren't there yet. Your h is a lucky man to have you in his corner. I hope he wakes up and realizes what a wonderful person you are and want to come home and make things work.
Enjoy your weekend.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.