"The Show Must Go On"

[wishing, hoping]

Well guys, J called me again five times today. I avoided all calls and only emailed and texted. I saw him at D's game and he wanted me to come over to his place "to talk". I declined. He seemed put out. I got some takeout Chinese and some wine and went home. Later he texted me and asked me to call. Really???? WTF?

My friend told me he wants to give me the "let's be friends" speech. I don't know. I am sure it's a speech so he can feel better about everything. Kinda feeling me out so that we are "okay". I do not know how I would respond to that. We aren't "ok" and we really aren't "friends". Would I really tell him how I feel? Would I say nothing? I guess I will just wait and see.

Busy weekend planned. Looking forward to it. Hopefully it will stop raining eventually.

WH