Backing up a bit. You said that he cheated on you, not once, but twice? That seems like a pretty major thing that you just passed along as if it were nothing. What happened there? That is when conflict in your M comes to a head and an A is a result of that.
Next thing you need to do is to read DB or DR right away.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
