Its 6/19/14 and last few days have been ok. after reading post from Mr Bond and Drew about the selfish sex.That day I came home from work wife was pleasant, I asked her if I could talk to her a second. I told her I was being selfish about sex and told her it wont happen again. And left it at that! She has been more friendly last few days. yesterday came home from work in time to drop daughter off early for game. took one of the twins with me and we decided to grab a bite to eat before game started. Let wife know by text where we were and that we would get there for start of game. Well game was rained out and wife came to pizza joint with other kids and we had a good time. I didn't start any conversations but was pleasant when she brought something up. Anyway I put the boys to bed and we always say a prayer. boys didn't want to say there prayers, wife was at door and said they didn't need to pray. I firmly said don't tell me what to do! She left room! Anyway she called me from her room an hour later by phone! <it [censored], having wife call by cell phone in same house! But that's the way it go'!> Anyway she was nice and asked me what I was doing! I told her reading a book! She asked what I was reading so I told her The book parenting from the inside out! She asked me if I was learning anything and if there was anything in there for her! I told her it was a good book and if she liked she could read when I was finished! I think she was waiting for me to say yes this thing that thing etc... I was very nice but ended the conversation and said good night. She works part time for me and asked if she could come in today and work if I could take the kids for lunch. I have been thinking about stopping her working at office, but though that is one thing she does help me with and helping me may make her feel good. Anyway a few days ago I told her I would think about moving out but told her I needed sometime to think about it. I have been detaching this week and working late at work. <leaving her with kids to get a taste of a single mother< as well as seeing me move forward> I am thinking she is going to bring up the apartment in next few days. I am going to tell her I am sorry I cant do this for you! I am going to stay in our home and do the best I can with sitch but I am not going to leave to help transition the kids <her words not mine>. I think she will be angry! And if she wants to talk about D I am going to continue with my position from day 1> I cant stop you but I am not going to help in anyway! This is your deal! And leave it at that. Any suggestions
M 54 W 48 T 19 M 17 D 12 Twin S 6 Twin S 6 Ilybnilwy 1/26/14 A discovered 2/3/14 D filed 7/25/14 Sumons served 8/14/14
