Struggling with negative thoughts today- nowhere even near where I was as BD 1 last August or BD 2 in December, but I have been cycling in and out of sadness. I think I finally "get" that he's truly gone. I'm hoping this is Acceptance so I can continue my healing.
I have packed away all of his things. There are no pictures left. I think the only thing holding me back is the down time- my GAL is rockin, but there's inevitable times when I'm alone with my thoughts.
On a positive: I've lost weight, gotten in good shape, my hair is finally growing out and I've got a great tan from taking D12 to the pool. Someone is gonna get a hot momma down the road!!!
Last edited by artsy; 06/19/1407:14 PM.
Me: 39 H: 45 Second marriage for both H left 12/2013 M:4 T:5.5
