I tried reading some of the forums this morning but it seems like all bad news this morning . not a way to start a day already full of anxiety and anger . Didnt sleep well last night , alot of dreaming about her . Everyday is a little tenser for me because of the looming end of the month date when she may leave . im praying that she doesnt as to give me more time to practice th DB techniques . Although they are extremely difficult to do . It seems like the exact opposite of what i want to do . Very hard , to the point where I wonder how long i can keep it up . It only takes one little piece of positive action from her towards me and it gets me through the day . But one piece of negative action drives me into depression .
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
