More excuses. So you took an online ADD test and self-diagnosed yourself as having ADD which is why you're telling us you can't try meditation rather than just trying it.
It goes to show that you're looking for the magic bullet that will make everything perfect. You're not going to find it. I can almost guarantee that that is the reason why your W went to talk to the other guy. He sounds much more mature than you. Can you be that person? Sure. But you're not willing to do the work. Why not go ahead and file the papers already and let her be happy with an adult for a change?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
