Quote: Maybe its because H seems to be moving towards me again. Not sure. It's just this feeling that I don't have to panic anymore after he leaves or hangs up the phone.
WOW, is that something every single one of us who's H/W walked out can relate to. God how I remember those times. But, like you as I saw him slowly turning back towards me (even though he didn't really know that's what he was doing at the time), I too began to relax. As I look back on it now, I guess unconsciously, I knew that the phone calls and visits were going to continue even if infrequent so I was able to treat each call or visit with far less apprehension and neediness.
Your sitch sounds as if it's progressing just as it should and so, there's no rush for ANYTHING to happen today, because it will all happen one tomorrow.
