It's really interesting to see how you have been working so hard at DB and then how angry you get when you see some success.
Thx for pointing this out. That's why I think posting/journaling is so helpful so I (and others) can see these patterns. It's really fear coming out as we get closer. Which I cope with by getting angry and wanting to lash out/push back on H. I'm sure part of me also wants to 'test' him to see how he'll react, I'm sure there's some desire to punish him thrown in as well.
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
