thanks for the validation.. I guess he is inconsistent whhich confuses me.. He can be normal.. I never manage the end of the year well. I miss tbe students I am losing and now to not see them at all.. well it is sad.. I agree I need to get out.. I will make effort. Luke.. and also need to water the garden.. where is the rain. I agree he is not worth the effort. lots more meetups in Essen.. Maybell I am sorry you can write this.. because it is just horrible. I was advised to write to him about how he has hurt me..I can't find the words to express the pain.. how do you do that? I have no idea..
