how I didn't "care" to enquire what his comment meant... I didn't really analyze it.... nor, did I really notice it when he first said it.
I have a couple of concerts lined up in the next few days, normally I would be afraid/concerned, etc of telling him (feared his anger/comments, knowing that he feels I am not "partnering", etc)...F-it! I don't really care.
Said NO to coffee offer today.. just cuz I can. I don't "have" to appease his "coffee connections" that keep me hooked, knowing thats what he "says" he is doing.... I will have coffee when I want it...
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
