Every day I have the reality hitting me that my 'baby' is not going to be here much longer. My heart is starting to hurt and the sorrow overwhelms me sometimes.
Don't get me wrong, I don't want him to change his plans. I'm so proud of him and I know this will ultimately be good for him. My mom side doesn't want to let go is all. He has been at the lake with his best friend and his family the last 3 days having a blast. He hasn't called me once. He texted his dad once but that is it. I hope this isn't indicative of how it will be once he's out of boot camp. I won't expect him to call every day or anything like that but once a week would be nice. Maybe I'll talk to him about considering a set day of the week and time to call if he's not at sea.
Sorry, I'm babbling. Just journaling my current feelings and getting them out of my head.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
He has been at the lake with his best friend and his family the last 3 days having a blast. He hasn't called me once. He texted his dad once but that is it. I hope this isn't indicative of how it will be once he's out of boot camp. I won't expect him to call every day or anything like that but once a week would be nice. Maybe I'll talk to him about considering a set day of the week and time to call if he's not at sea. 
