I have been seeing a IC/FC for 6-7 months. Really have a handle on anger from working through that. I was attending celebrate recovery for porn addiction, helped a ton, has been almost a year for no porn. I did stop going to meetings, I have my D's on most a Friday nights same as meetings. But I learned to out some faith in God, and I am doing very well on that end. Losing the weight with exercise walking 2-3 miles a day, that coupled with weight loss is really helping my mood overall. Especially the depression and self image problems.
I did lose counselor until at least October. She was a grad student, and upon graduation this month, she can't work until October, some rules regarding the job. I do have a chance to see another one, same place and office, but am hesitant to start over, once you open up to someone hard to start again. However as I get better I think that decision will be easier.
I am going on a river float trip with old friends this weekend. That will be good to get away, just have to stay away from the liquor. Usually a lot if drinking in these trips. I stay involved with the girls taking them places, parks, other friends kids, and the like. Was thinking of doing a trip this summer just me and them. Going to a big zoo, or water park or something along those lines. Kind of broke at the moment. Going to sell home, and should make a fair profit from it, and get cheaper housing, so that should get better after some time.
I still need to find something to do I am not comfortable with. A group or volunteer or something. I have been a homebody for so long, losing contact with people, and not doing much for me. So that us next on the list.
