"The Show Must Go On"

[wishing, hoping]

So this is it. I am off to make this final. I can't believe it. It's been such a process. I am kind of numb.

So many emotions flowing through me. I never wanted my marriage to end, but now I can see that there is no way I can stay married to this man. He is toxic. I want so much to see the good in him. But I have to face the truth.

I am starting back to counseling because I have to work through this mass moray of emotion before it overtakes me. I just don't know how to feel.

WH