"Are you for real.. I hugged her because I argued back last night.. and thought that would have been a 180 for me.. she did not expect me to hug her..."
Yes I am for real. You hugged her because you were insecure. Plain and simple. Go back and read your posts. Look at how they sound. She broke her phone for God's sake and YOU decide to "grab" her and hug her. Why do you bother posting here if you're not going to read the book or follow any advice?
Plus you didn't tell us that she owned the apartment you're in. If you have no legal right to it, then you need to leave. Simple as that.
Let me put it to you this way. You've gone and done whatever you wanted so far. Has it gotten her to fall into your arms in love? If not, then what you're doing or what you think is "right" isn't working.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
