Thanks Pete . I really appreciate the response . Im at my witts end and every bit of advice i can get is helpful . I will call the library today and see if they have DR for sure . Im praying that she doesnt leave and giving the space up is extremly difficult . Especially when it feels like your saying to her that i dont care anymore , go ahead and leave > I dont want her to think that . Im willing to give her all the space she wants as long as she knows that i havent given up . Thats my problem right now . I know shes been in a deep fog for awhile now and i was hoping that the 6 month affair burn out would ring true , but we are at 7 months now and im affraid se is planning on leaving within the next 11 days .
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
