I doing my best to drop the rope. I struggle between hanging on to hope and accepting things as they are.
Hope equals pain, at least for me. I think the hardest part is that WAW clearly isn't finished with our relationship. It would almost be easier for me if she just ripped the Band-Aid off and told me with 100% certainty that she doesn't love me anymore.
I'm feeling emotionally exhausted. I stay active in the gym and reading lots of things on relationships, codependency, and healing. But my heart still hurts. I hate feeling like this.
