As far as she is concerned, I have let go. I wont be making any attempt at communication and Im just doing me right now. I cant put the love away as if it isnt there but I can stop it from taking over my life like it has been. I said that I would let her go if it came down to that, but its not at that point right now. She will come knocking on my door. I dont believe that I need to "let her go" to be able to improve myself. I am improving myself right now and I havent let her go. I know who I want to be in the future and that isnt something that is going to change. I have been given a break from her to take care of myself and thats what I am doing. There will be no boxes on shelves in my life.
M:33 W:30 T:10 M:2 B/D: 5/27/14 S: 5/28/14 Wife moved back in 7/18/14
