The more I read on these boards the more I am amazed at how these MLC ER all say the same thing. My h also supposedly stopped loving me BEFORE we were married He only married me because I got him out of the shower one day when he passed out and didn't yell at him. Really???? He actually told me he spent out whole marriage pretending to be happy and all the sweet romantic things and inside jokes etc he secretly hated.
Pbetra- you will find a way to get yourself out of the rut. I couldn't function for a month. My work suffered . So did my son. I also couldn't afford yoga or have time since I was always at work or with s. I did home videos. It really helped to get my mind to stop spinning. I also started meditating. Even if I could only focus for a minute it was 1 minute of peace.
You will get there. It sounds like you have a lot going on. Please be sure to take care of you too.
Me 44 H 42 M 10 T 12 (at time of BD) Ss 20 16 S11 (special needs)
BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom 10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied S and I move out 3/15
