I don't know what to do here though for sure. My heart is saying try to change and love her, my brain is saying go dim still light contact about kids, and see what happens. The stuff from last night just floored me though, after the last episode where she said every mean thing in the book, and now was totally excited to tell me she was on water skis. Makes me want to try even more contact, but I won't for now. I will say, her step mom and dad are trying to get us back together. SM texts to ask W out on a date, Dad says come down to Oklahoma, even if it's by yourself no kids, you are always welcome. I won't be doing that, even though I would love too, lake house, boat, very relaxing. Just what to do!!
