Hello everyone.
Just wanted to let everyone know that I was able to get enough money made in the last week that I can have some breathing room, at least for the next few months. The way this new company I'm with works is I get paid on the close of a sale. I was able to close 3 in the last 2 weeks and that will give me the funds that I can now afford to take care of things. Still need to keep on it but at least I won't be so broke I can't afford food! My next goal is to see if I can't keep this run going and make enough in the next few weeks to afford to send my D14 to the school she wants and her sister just graduated from.

Not sure if I can get my W to pay her part if I can come up with half but hopefully I can make enough to make that mute. If I do, I guess we will see if my W was being honest about only the money holding her back from sending her. I have a feeling she doesn't want to be bothered with picking her up and dropping her off when she has custody. She should have waited or talked to me before deciding to move so far away "for the good schools", like she claims.

I will admit that I feel so much better now than I have in a long time. All the worrying about my M has really held me back from doing the best job I can. That is totally on me and I really need to let go and start to worry only about doing the best I can for myself and both my girls. I know my D18 (will be 19 on the 21st!) is going to live with me so I need to be able to take care of her, myself and my D14. That has to be my #1 priority. Especially now that my W is starting to move to her new place.

I know this is just a start but man it feels so much better knowing I will have money in the bank!