Rough morning, kids seem to be tough when they get back with me after being with H for a few days. What is most frustrating is it seems they are not like that when with H. Why is that?
Also, H keeps txting me pics of himself (no, nothing racy, lol!). Just stupid stuff like he had to wear a suit today for work so he txtd me a pic. It's kind of cute but at the same time stirs me up a bit bc I suspect this is what he used to do with OW. Sometimes I feel like he's trying to play out with me what he had with HER. It really starts to get under my skin.
I know I should just try to be happy that now he's doing these things with me but it's just annoying. She never should have been a part of our lives!!! He never should have let her in, in the first place!!! I know I need to accept and in a few hours I will calm back down again, just having a rough morning. Steering clear of any emails/txts/calls with H until I'm in a better place.
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
