The meditation will help you to quiet your mind and stop obsessing over her. I think that's what you need the most. And not just lip service either. You either DO something about it and make a change or don't and watch your relationship wither and die. Your choice.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.