NOT A SINGLE PEEP from my H all day about our "negotiations".
I am not pleased. Sent follow up message emphasizing to him that I'm not exactly a fan of him lately, that all my "be awesome and shiny" patience has worn off, and that the sooner I hear something from him the better or I'm just going to freaking leave. Didn't get a response.
So, I finally just f-in called him. He was actually nice for a change... but I'm not falling for it. He said he needs a little more time since I am actually asking a lot from him. I told him I expect to hear something in the next couple days or he can expect a credit card bill in a couple weeks that includes the hitch for my car. I told him that at this point, I'm emotionally exhausted, that I've been warning him for months now that I was at the point where he'd have to start giving back or I was quickly getting to the point where I was going to have to give up on him and move at the end of my lease. And here we are. I told him that at this point, I really don't care anymore; I just need to move forward in one direction or another. I told him that I'm not highly motivated to negotiate sh-t with him after three years and three months of this limbo BS so keeping me waiting was not going to help anything. I didn't yell or anything, I was just very curt. He sounded understanding and said he'd get back to me soon. He said he'd watch the kids for an appointment I have Wednesday. Whatever. I'm so sick of this situation. Losing him is like losing a gangrenous limb at this point. I've slathered all the honey on it I'm going to to try to save it. What a waste of good honey.
