I am not done writing this prayer, so bear with me. Each evening I ask the Lord to walk with me, and I recite this many times.

Just for today;
I choose the path for PEACE,
I choose the path of Awareness,
I choose the path of Forgiveness,
I choose the path of Pardon.
I choose to live my life walking
with the Lord, who is good, and my conscious.
I choose to live in the present.
With Grace and Dignity.

Repeat as necessary. In instances that I don't know if I feel genuine forgiveness, I ask God to stand with me and do the forgiving for me, while I say the words. Soon I get to the place that I feel the grace.

Me: 48
H: 48
Married 26 , together 30
D1: 21
D2: 18
"Happily Married" until BD
4 weeks later: "Im talking to someone"
No papers filed.
Attempting 180, finding it difficult.